Thursday, April 14, 2011

The worst day

#I bukan macam dia, then kenapa you buat I macam you buat dia? Dia happy all the time, dia ada kawan all the time, dia talk bout all the things, dia laugh at anything, dia always ada story nak cerita. I selalu nangis, selalu takda kawan nak cerita, selalu ada problem, selalu duduk sorang-sorang, selalu nangis tengok orang, I tak happy all the time, I tak jerit-jerit excited lagi. You see? I dengan dia lain gila ! Then you just don't treat me like you treat her ! I am so fucking different ! Dulu you bestfriend I, like seriously bestfriend, tapi kita macam apa dah kan? For sure la, I tak ikut you kejar popularity, just get off la, I dah start to hate you.
#And aku tolak kau sebab we're totally different now! Memang la kau tak sedar, kau happy all the time, kau ada kawan all the time. Aku tak, and kau tak pernah faham apa aku cakap! Kau hanya akan respon "chill la kin" so macam serupa aku tak cerita. Kau sedar? For sure kau tak sedar, kau lain aku lain. Thnks, thnks for making me like this. Since last year is it? Aaa thanks anyway.

Even though diaorang dah tak sama kelas, diaorang always together, diaorang like ada chemistry that won't separate them. This is what I really want :'( Love you adik.

Seriously, I tak pernah nangis badly kat sekolah tahun ni, hari ni first time.
Thanks to all my friends who made I cry.

It's okay, tak menyesal langsung tolak SBP tu, at least boleh buktikan kat kawan-kawan tu, even though you make me down, I boleh bangun sendiri.

* Dah lama tahan, since tahun lepas, don't have to understand me, cause you never could.